Pain, hurt, sadness and loneliness
bought all that shit right up
tossed it away to the bottomless
Pit, the part of my mind that slips
the part of my mind so sick
I don’t even like to take that trip
unless I’m sloppy drunk I pray for my mom
I teach her the son that never gave a fuck about a scantron
all I wanted was to be a human being
and show the world some new colors and scenes
imagine all types of beautiful scenery
I kissed the devil when I kissed you. You set my heart on fire when you gazed at me. Your words tantalizing overwhelmed me. And your touch left burn marks but I felt no pain This love we have must be a sin. You devil you… You’ve filled my heart with a blazing fire that no one would dear to tame. You’ve capture my spirit and devoured my soul. Without a thought I clipped my wings and never looked back at the heavens. Id spend an eternity in hell with you just so this heat between us will never end.
When did privacy become a bad thing?
I thought never kissing and telling was a good thing…
But, I guess I was wrong.
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He wonders why do I keep “us” so secret.
Why? , Because unlike many females now-a-days I’d prefer my privacy.
Most of all I feel like when you air your business out to the world. . people tend to want to be involved more than they should. Why can’t he understand that me broadcasting how much I love him isn’t exactly expressing how much I REALLY do…love him.
I’ve seen couples who have acted like they couldn’t wipe their asses without having the other their, and in the end they didn’t give two shits about the other person.
He knows I love him and he knows i’d probably give my last breathe to just keep him breathing…so WHY IN THE HELL IS IT SO FREAKING IMPORTANT FOR ME TO SPRAY IT OUT?
Maybe im wrong…but thats how I feel.
Those words. These tears. This hurts. Unbearable.
breaking hearts is easy but fixing them ….. well that’s another story.
